sexynspazzy's blog

you people are evil and i hate you all. just kill me and get it over with already. sick fucks.

I've been thinking, and it seems like even though I've only been here a week, I feel like I've barely met anyone here. I mean, yeah, there was the meeting, but that was so serious and got so tense. Do we ever do group things for fun? Like a party or something? I know there's a lot of weird things that happen here, but it seems like we're in a lull right now and I think it would be a good thing for everyone to do, to like bond and build some trust between us. We're stuck here for a while, we should at least get to know each other better. What does everyone else think?

Mood: 

Scared

What am I doing here? What the FUCK am I doing here? I don't belong here. I came here to prove that I could take care of myself. All I've proven so far is that I'm useless. I couldn't even get myself out from under a stupid ironing board! And all the things people are telling me, people being attacked, things like that, I can't handle that. If someone came after me? First off, if they did it at night, I wouldn't hear them. And even if I did, what am I supposed to do?

Mood: 

Annoyed

Hey, just a quick question to anyone who might know.

Where is the duck tape located? The hail and other nastiness cracked the window in my room. So now I've got to worry about it breaking and getting glass and rain all over my floor. Definitely not safe. Thanks!

Esme’

To whom it may concern:

I would like to request a second key to my room to be given to Kaori for security purposes. Thank you!

Esmé

Hey, Kales suggested that I get an extra key to my room and give it to you in case I need to be woke up in an emergency and don't hear any alarms. Do you mind? I just wanted to make sure you were ok with it before I asked the scientists to give it to you.

Mood: 

Nervous

Dear diary,

Ok, now I'm scared. Today started off ok, weird dreams aside, I went down to try out the pool, everything seemed great! Then Father Bob comes in and starts warning me about how horrible this place is- that can't be, can it? I mean, I don't want to believe that a priest would lie to me, but I just don't want to believe that stuff like he was talking about actually has happened here! Kidnapping, assault, rape, then Hannah making that comment about winding up dead, it's all too crazy. I don't know if I want to be here anymore.

Dear Diary,

I'm not really sure who's going to be reading this, but I'm supposed to type in it, so here we go.

It's been an interesting first day here. I've made some friends, at least one enemy (who happens to live next door) explored the house some and watched a couple of movies. Not bad. I've heard there is a pool here, but I haven't found it yet. I'd love to get in some swimming.

Guess I'll go to bed, hopefully I'll get more done tomorrow.

Esmé