Private Journal Entry - APRIL 6, 2006

Dorian's gone. They gave me camera access and now I can see that his room is empty. I've checked all the feeds and he's not in a single one of them. He's gone.

I don't really know how to take this. He was the only one who seemed willing to spend time with me. Now there's no one. Just me and a house full of people I don't really know, or people who don't want to know me. Or who know me, but don't like me. There's Dan, though. He still seems okay with me. I don't see him often, but maybe I'll see him today.

I wouldn't even know what to tell him. You know that boy I liked? Well, he decided he doesn't like me. In fact, he's not talking to me. Strange how we can live in the same house and avoid each other so completely. Stranger how I can go from thinking I could love someone to wishing I'd never even met them. There are things he made me remember that I hoped to forget. Things that haunt me and make me hate. I should have never, ever let him that close. But I did. And he hurt me. They always do. We all pay for it, one way or another.

What's done is done. There's no turning back.