Public Journal Entry- April 9, 2006- 10am

Submitted by sexynspazzy on Sat, 12/22/2007 - 12:38.
Mood: 
Nervous

Dear diary,

Ok, now I'm scared. Today started off ok, weird dreams aside, I went down to try out the pool, everything seemed great! Then Father Bob comes in and starts warning me about how horrible this place is- that can't be, can it? I mean, I don't want to believe that a priest would lie to me, but I just don't want to believe that stuff like he was talking about actually has happened here! Kidnapping, assault, rape, then Hannah making that comment about winding up dead, it's all too crazy. I don't know if I want to be here anymore.

They didn't totally clean up my room from the last person who was here, either. I found the remnant of someone's art project stuck to one of my wheels. Looks like a little paper heart with brown watercolor paint on it. Maybe I tracked it in from outside, where it looks like someone had a pillow fight.

Maybe I'll just go back to bed, wake up, and this will all have been a dream.

Esmé

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Submitted by sexynspazzy on Tue, 02/05/2008 - 12:34.

private to esme
ratinthehouse
Sad to say that what you were told was true. Sorry if I can't give you better news. Lemme know if you like...want to know something, or need anything.
-Drew

Re: private to Drew
sexynspazzy
Um, yeah... it's just a bit scary is all. But yeah, just someone to talk to is always nice. Same for you, if you ever want to talk, I'm not hard to find. :)

doom_sayer
Dude, what the fuck? Father Fucktard started spouting off to you about everything that's happened here?! I told him his first day and he didn't believe me. He all but called me a fucking liar, and now he's running around telling people how it is? That's bullshit! He's been here all of five fucking minutes, she doesn't know what's gone down here! Fucking people. If you really want to know what's happened around here, I can tell you. And I've actually been here.

sexynspazzy
Well, he said he just thought he should warn me... but I don't know if I really *want* to know it all. Maybe ignorance is bliss, after all. Thanks tho, maybe I'll come find you. Can't hurt to be prepared, either.

doom_sayer
I'm on the third floor. Or just let me know when you want to hang out or whatever, and I can go find you. I could do a reading for you if you wanted.

sexynspazzy
Like a tarot reading you mean? That sounds kinda cool, I've never had one done before! I'll look you up sometime- now that I've figured out the stupid wheelchair lifts, I can get up to the third floor.

doom_sayer
Yes, like a tarot reading. I do them occasionally for people. I used to do that for a living. So, whenever, really.

allmystrength
Father Fuckard? Nice use of alliteration, but your ire is misplaced.

doom_sayer
Funny, I don't think it is. You blew me off, and pretty much told me I was stupid, a liar, and you couldn't be bothered to take a single thing I said seriously. So fuck off. I wasn't talking to you.

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