the_grey_man's blog

6:11PM, Saturday, September 29
Music: Blink 182, Down

Delilah went back home today. I miss her already :(

4:15PM, Friday, September 21
Music: Nine Inch Nails, Survivalism

I went from thinking I was crazy, to thinking I wasn't crazy, to thinking I was crazy again, all in the span of twenty-four hours! Fun, huh?

2:23AM, Wednesday, September 19
Music: Rise Against, Dancing for Rain

God, so much has happened since I posted here last... it's been a whole week! All my online fans must be dying to know what they've missed about my life!

Oh, no, wait.... :P

4:13AM, Wednesday, September 12
Music: None

I think I'm going crazy. First taking feeding donations when I *know* I shouldn't, then chasing down Acherus and *killing* them, and now thinking about *kissing* someone. Oh, and then chasing down *more* Acherus, and prowling around making sure the town is well quit of them before I came home.

It beat freaking out about the kiss thing.

6:52AM, Tuesday, September 11
Music: Metallica, the Unforgiven

I killed four Acherus vampires last night.

Four.

2:38PM, Sunday, September 9
Music: Rise Against, Torches

So I slept from about eleven last night until about noon today. I fell asleep in the van, for crying out loud, because I was too tired to drive home. And then was stuck inside until it started raining and I could get home in the five minutes before the sun peeked out again. Theresa says I got sunburnt even through the clouds, but I think she's just trying to be bitchy and make me worry. I don't think I can get just a little sunburnt. I'll just ash up and die, or something.

New thought.

2:54AM, Saturday, September 8
Music: Oingo Boingo, Dead Man's Party (oh, the irony...)

Acherus.

Here.

10:31PM, Thursday, September 6
Music: AFI, Nephilim

2:56PM, Wednesday, September 5
Music: Blue October, Overweight (shut up, I can listen to stupid pop sometimes if I want to)

I'm going back tonight. Back to Marquette. To home? I don't know. I hope the van will last. It made all sorts of funny noises on the way out, and it rattles funny when I go faster than 65MPH. I'm *definitely* hunting down the guy who sold it to me and getting a real dinner out of him. He deserves it. Then I'm dropping the van off somewhere for a complete overhaul. If I'm living this far from my sire, I need a working car.

7:22PM, Monday, September 3
Music: none

Konnor is dead.

Apparently.

Or maybe not. I'm so confused.

And I don't really want to think about it yet, because it hurts.

Music: Blaqk Audio, Semiotic Love
6:18PM, Friday, August 31, 2007

My finger works again! I just took the stitches out, nothing fell off or started gushing blood, and the little holes Konnor made are healing up nicely. It's only going to be a *little* scarred. Take that, Val! I am posting entirely to document this wonderful, wonderful occasion.

Well, okay, almost entirely. I can never *just* type a little bit, now, can I? I've got to test out just how healed my finger is, right?

Right.

Music: Smashing Pumpkins, Drown
3:32AM, Thursday, August 30, 2007

I haven't written one of these in *days*, wow. Yesterday I had an excuse. Monday and Tuesday I think I just forgot. Or got distracted by something. Oops?

Music: HIM, Play Dead
9:28AM Sunday, August 26, 2007

Maybe Olivia's sleeplessness is catching. I've been laying awake for at least three hours, now, and my brain just won't *shut up*. I just gave up and got up again.

It's like I'm too tired to actually sleep, like there's too much going on in my head that being tired won't let me just let go of. Going back to Babylon for a little something to drink didn't help, either, I just wound up wired for the last couple hours before dawn and crashing the wrong way once I got in.

I suppose writing it all down might help.

Music: AFI, The Nephilim
5:36AM Saturday, August 25, 2007

I got back to Arcadia to find pictures plastered all over it. And all over everything else, it looks like. Pictures of that damn crime scene. "Hide your children, there are vampires among us." Fuck you, Jace. I am going to *hurt* you when I find you tonight.

Music: AFI, Morningstar
1:12AM Thursday, August 23, 2007

Babylon happened tonight. It wasn't nearly as bad as I thought it would be. I got a few looks, since Theresa took my scarf so I couldn't hide my fangs, but no one running away or screaming or trying to follow me out (I think). The ghosts were alive, at least temporarily. Jace even wandered around with his tail out.

(Recount of an evening out.)

Because yes, Jace was there. Briefly. He tried to hit Konnor! I mean, just his hand, but still! Just another sign that something is *not right* there.

Music: Rise Against, Worth Dying For
11:56PM Tuesday, August 21, 2007

Two journal entries in one day. Or more like twenty-four hour period. Or... a twelve-hour period. Might as well make up for the lack of an entry a couple days ago, I guess, right?

(Inconsequentials.)

It took me three tries to type that cut-word right. It still doesn't look right. God, I'm tired.

12:13PM, Tuesday, August 21, 2007

If I had typed this half an hour ago, I would probably have hurt my computer. I'm a little calmer now. A little. Not a lot, but enough not to damage the laptop.

I think I got about three hours of sleep. Maybe four. Now I'm awake in the middle of the day, and there's no way I'm going back to sleep. I couldn't even if I tried.

(And this is why.)

music: Rise Against, Broken English
11:32PM, Monday, August 20, 2007

I forgot to write earlier. Oops? I didn't really have much to say, I guess, and I was tired. It's probably amazing I've kept myself so regular the past week, or however long it's been.

Music: AFI, Cereal Wars
5:22AM, Sunday, August 19, 2007

Well, the bulletin board thing has gotten me two interested parties, so far! The fact that one of them turned out to be a hunter was, perhaps, not the best thing... but she didn't hurt me, we just both scared each other very badly, so it worked out all right, I suppose. The other emailed me while I was out. We'll see if I hear back from him this morning before bed. I doubt it.

(In other news....)

Music: Blink 182, Down
4:57AM, August 18, 2007

Last night was not nearly as good a night as the past couple.

(My bad night. Let me show you it.)

Yes, I like cat macros. So sue me.

Anyway, it started off when I went hunting and attacked a demon. That's right, a demon. I might not have believed him when he said that, except he tasted so bad I don't know what else he could possibly be. Maybe-demon-cats are one thing, but demon-people are quite another. And disgusting. I don't know if I'm going to get the taste out of my mouth for days.

Music: Operation Ivy, Bombshell
5:49AM, August 17, 2007

I'm starting to think I may have to stay in Marquette longer than it might take to find out what was going on with the cats-- and who knows how long that is going to take, anyway, because that is getting weirder by the night. But everything else about Marquette is unusual, it seems like.

Music: AFI, This Celluloid Dream
3:52PM, August 16, 2007

Music: the sound of Neil snoring
7:34AM, August 15, 2007

Second entry: outside Marquette

I'm no more than a couple hours away from my destination. Unfortunately, I couldn't quite get there before the sun came up, so I'm staying with a vampire named Neil. Anna sent me to him.

Music: AFI, Silver and Cold
6:24PM, August 13, 2007