August 10 2007

negative inspiration: you're such an inspiration for ways that i will never ever choose to be

caleb whatever

I can't sleep. So I'm up writing, again. Why do I usually wait til this time of night/morning to write this shit? Maybe because I don't have anyone else to talk to around now. Unless I want to go find Ruby, which isn't happening.

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unrepresented by a dream

caleb whatever

music | Red Right Hand by Nick Cave And The Bad Seeds

We talked about dreams today in group. Some of these people are fucking nuts, that's clear. Okay? I know, I'm in the motherfucking psych ward, but still. Some of the shit out of these people's mouths...I know I'm fucked up, but not like they are. Or some of them. Not all of them. But seriously. I'm not that crazy. Not even close.

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no more drinking

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why do I drink? I keep saying I won't again and I do. every time.

at least I made it back to my room safely. that counts for something.

dad still hasn't called. I left another message. Maybe he's on a hunt? I just wish he'd call me back.

I'm going to pay Antique Girl back tomorrow and leave if dad hasn't called yet. I can hitch back to Maine, no problem.

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TIME UPDATE

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Date: Friday, August 10th 2007

Weather: Remember that bit about Autumn coming? Scratch that. It's stupid hot again today, really randomly. High eighties, no breeze, and generally a sticky, gross day with high humidity.

Events: Animal control is still working on the cat problem. Anyone bitten or scratched is urged to head to Marquette General immediately for examination and allergy medication.

If you have any events or anything going on which you think warrants a mention in the time update, please let us know!

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Afraid

kaysen hurt

I don't know what to do. I mean, like for really don't know what to do. For the first time in my life, I feel like I never knew anything. I don't even have a frame of reference here. There was all the elemental stuff, and I was still getting used to that. I'm STILL not used to it. And like, I'm still figuring that stuff out, then I talked to Isaac, and he starts talking like all sorts of other stuff is out there too. And that he was like, talking about me with Thom, and his mom, and like, there's this whole big thing going on with them and it's about me but I'm not part of it.

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